I’ve picked up a paintbrush for the first time in more than 10 years.

Wow. I’ve lost any talent I ever had.  

Of course, I didn’t have that much to begin with. And I’m used to using very small flat canvas. Only I bought a canvas ’sketchpad’ to use instead this time. And it’s basically 9×12 in size. All this empty space is freaking me out.

At some point I’ll finish the one ‘little’ painting I’m working on and maybe I’ll load it to my photobucket.

And then maybe I’ll get off my ass and update the TWS and SuperFLOW comics on CG.

Maybe

太陽の唄

「ただいま」「おかえり」僕らには そう 帰る場所が
「おはよう」「おやすみ」抱えきれぬ 夢を抱いて
goodnight

心はいつだって誰かを 求めたり 突き放したりして
満ちたり 欠けたり 月のようで
僕はいつだって自分のため 心に嘘をつき誰かを
傷つけ そのたび もがいていたよ

「すべてを包み込む まるで太陽のような人でした」

あなたがくれた涙で この世界は 光ってるよ
ほんと綺麗で 暖かいんだ 眩しいほどに
伝えきれなかった事 大空に 歌うよ
あなたがくれた 僕のすべて and I love you 愛の歌を

自分以外 誰かのため 流す涙が
それこそが愛と言うのなら
こみ上げてくる あなたへの想いは
それにあたるのかな?

「ただいま」「おかえり」僕らには そう 帰る場所が
「おはよう」「おやすみ」抱えきれぬ 夢を抱いて

この胸に住むあなたが 僕を強くさせるよ
耳をすませば 聞こえるんだ 懐かしい声が
これからどれだけの人を ちゃんと愛していけるだろう
あなたのようになれるかな and I love you

今 愛を込めて…

Finally back in action. Got a lot planned, so we’ll see how everything goes. Headed off to bed now, because the douchbag assmanager from 3rd shift decided that the offdays I’ve had for the last year and half were too good for me. So he split my off days up. So I have Mon and Wed off this week. Not enjoyable. Oh well. Screw him. I talked to the other one for our shift and he’s going to take care of it from now on.

Got some video mess to play with, but I have to pick a song. Thanks FG members, you’ve been a bigger help than you know. Even if I didn’t get very many hits I still got some ideas.

Cheers

There is much love in my heart for Brenem. For he/she is a god among Drakkarians.

So I have a sinus infection.

Apparently, Dr. P (Dr. Pava-Pave-Pa, fuck it. Dr. Pepper it is.) has pegged me as the type of patient who doesn’t take their medicine.

Right you are doc. So I ended up getting a shot. No, wait. Make that two. Antibiotics in one side and steroids in the other.

I DON’T FEEL ANY BETTER DAYS LATER AND MY ASS. STILL. HURTS.

And I got the normal pill prescription.  Only we’re trying a new one this time. Because all the other one’s make me puke. Which is why I don’t take them. Seems counter productive to take a pill that won’t stay in your stomach long enough to digest. But I digress.

I’m actually taking this one. And trying very hard to take it correctly. Very hard. It doesn’t make me the least bit sick to my stomach. Mild heartburn, maybe, but I get worse from coffee and I still drink that so I’m not really all that bothered by it.

I start making bentos when I get up. I actually should have been asleep hours ago but I slept most of the night and therefor am not the least bit tired. I think I’ll go pick up the floor, scrub the toilet, and then work on my stepper’s high translation so that the new girl on the forums doesn’t show me up. I hope she tries. I love having competition and two translators working on songs will get us caught up that much quicker. Then if I’m still awake I’ll work on a basic storyline/timeline for the FLOW comic we’re cooking up. Should be interesting.

Cheers children, off to clean when I should be sleeping. I can’t tell if this is the adult thing to do or not.

• to finish Ms. Patricia’s pictures
• to play my guitar
• to study Japanese
• to study Spanish
• to draw a picture
• to work on Melody
• to write some more on my song
• to clean off my desk
• to wash the dishes
• to clean the bathroom
• to vacuum

How am I supposed to choose which one to do first?

ビデ がスタートでした！

ともだちで大切な計画作っています。

Video making has begun!

This is part of an important project I’m making for a friend.

I’m ready to strangle this dictionary which lies to me. Off to sleep!

It’s raining, it’s pouring,

It’s freezing, not snowing.

Any time I have to deal with it being cold AND wet… I expect snow. It’s only fair.

Also known as ‘Knowing how to give thanks’

This is a secret project for someone who has given me the chance to do something I find I really love.

It’s zero time the seat is shaking. Following the road home
午前0時　シートに揺られて　家路を辿ってる
Gozen reiji shiito ni yurarete ieji wo tadotteru
Outside the window the scenery is blurring with the speed. We go passing by day after day
窓の外の　景色の様な速さで　過ぎ去ってゆく日々
Mado no soto no keshiki no youna hayasa de sugisatte yuku hibi

I can’t lose it, like it’s clinging to me. That’s the way it is.
落とされない様にしがみついてる　それが今の状況で
Otosarenai youni shigamitsuiteru sore ga ima no jyoukyou de
Nevertheless, I don’t want to run away. That is, I don’t want this to be over
それでも逃げ出したくないんだ　ここで僕は止まれない
Soredemo nigedashitakunai n da koko de boku wa tomarenai

Believe myself it might go on changing, everything from here
Believe myself　変えてゆける　全てはここから
Believe myself kaete yukeru subete wa koko kara
One of these days these tears will be a smiling face’s image
この涙もいつの日にか　笑顔のイメージで
Kono namida mo itsunohinika egao no imeeji de

6 O’clock in the morning, I’m advancing on reality, going to bring it back
午前6時　押し寄せて来る現実に　引き戻されてゆく
Gozen rokuji oshiyosete kuru genjitsu ni hikimodosarete yuku

Today as well once more we’re going to challenge, everything is not turning out so well either
今日ももう一度って挑んでゆく　全て上手くいかなくても
Kyou mo mouichido tte idonde yuku subete umakuikanakute mo
The only example is still joy that connects to tomorrow
例え僅かな喜びだって　それが明日へと繋ぐ
Tatoe mazukana yorokobi da tte sore ga asu e to tsunagu

Believe myself what kind of time, however, do I have to go through
Believe myself　どんな時でも　貫いてゆこう
Believe myself donna toki demo tsurameite yukou
Not in a hurry, one by one, shining image
焦らないでひとつひとつ　輝くイメージで
aseranai de hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku imeeji de

Now, let’s imagine for my dream Now, let’s imagine for my good life
Now, let’s imagine for my dream Now, let’s imagine for my good life

Believe myself it’s not the end, everything from here
Believe myself　終わりじゃない　全てはここから
Believe myself owari janai subete wa kokokara
One of these days these tears will be a smiling face’s image
この涙もいつの日にか　笑顔のイメージ
Kono namida mo itsunohinika egao no imeeji

Believe myself what kind of time, however, do I have to go through
Believe myself　どんな時でも　貫いてゆこう
Believe myself donna toki demo tsurameite yukou
Not in a hurry, one by one, shining image
焦らないでひとつひとつ　輝くイメージで
Aseranai de hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku imeeji de
Great image
大きなイメージで
Ookina imeeji de
This hand must open it up!
この手で切り開け
Kono te de kirihirake